Father and son

Любимый мой, ты спишь - сырой, землёй объят,
И заметает снег твою могилу ...
Единственный, ...как я тебя любила -
Жаль, времени волну не откатить назад.

Я без тебя душой на крыльях не парю,
В горах без нас цветёт душистый вереск.
Ажуром папоротник расплескал листву,
И моё сердце в твой "уход" не верит.

В земле - уже пятнадцать диких декабрей
Ты мёрзнешь - я согреть тебя не в силах.
В страданиях, ощущаю всё ясней -
Твой дух мне помогает выжить, милый.

Впервые после долгих...

People say that
We will die
On 21th December
Seems like it’s quite rightly
Oh! Finally determined
The day of death all over the world!

There is one schizophrenic idea
If someone is afraid to believe
And he can’t just relax

He can stop reading this
And any claims won’t be accepted!
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When I was in hospital in the reanimation room
I was about 50 years old
I was in prostration
I’ll try to describe it

Nine nights
I was walking...

Руку твою сжать...
Пронзаясь жизнью до боли,
Мне нелегко понять
Нам данные роли

Мой шепот к небесам..
Ответ - усмешке под стать..
Язык своих мыслей
Как мне разгадать...

Но моя любовь – это дом,
В нем хочу поселиться,
Пока по венам жизнь,
Сбегая от меня,
Течет рекой.

К смерти не стремясь, -
Что жизнь мне? Вызов ей бросаю.
Влюбляясь каждый раз,
Я уже провожаю.

И до смерти себя
Пугая вновь, бегу я,
И не добежав,
Я свой финиш рисую.

Но моя любовь – это дом,
В нем...

I am walking in the forest of my own life
I feel at once and suddenly inside,
I love so much this nice and magic day
I am breathing this so wonderful and mental way

And in the sunny place of forest’s edge
Shall open wind the list of fairy page
I am satisfied with piece of tasty cake,
That just your earthly hands can only make

The trees are rustling nice about something,
I am crazy quiet about silence and unusual exciting
The lock is free... The door just opens...so slowly
In one...

Walles Stevens

Arrival ft the Waldorf

Home from Guatemala, back at the Waldorf.
This arrival in the wild country of the soul,
All approaches gone, being completely there,

Where the wild poem is a substitute
For the woman one loves or ought to love,
Jyf wild rhapsody a fake for another/

You touch the hotel the way you touch light
Or sun light and you hum and the orchestra
Hums and you say “The world in a verse,
A generation sealed, men remoter than mountains,
Women invisible...

Out in the streets
We're fighting tonight
We're dirty and mean
So run for you lives

We stand side by side
With our fists in the air
We live for the night
On the razor's edge

Unleashing the sound
Lashing out, striking down
All those who stand in the way

Taking their lives
Crushing them just like flies
The cries of the wounded in pain

Fighting the fight as we race through the night
With power like never before

Hammering, bashing them, pounding and smashing them
Hard so...

If one day you'd backed up a promise you made
We'd have to make it a holiday
'Cause we both know that day would never come again
If one day your word was as good as gold
It'd be too late cause I'd be too old
I don't think a human being could live that long

I never gave a damn
I was never even a fan
The only thing that makes me smile if your pain
I don't even care
When did you treat anyone fair?
To say I'm not enjoying this would be insane

Sodium Pentathol was an idea I had
But...

Dark clouds close the sky.
There is no wish to fly.
And only dove on ledge
Can feel my lonely age.

All roads are walked by me.
There is no view to see.
And only wolf in wood
Can understand my mood.

Loneliness is out of control.
Loneliness has conquered the world.
Sadness operates my mind...
Heartlessness and closed doors I find.

The storm destroyed my soul.
There is no chasm to fall.
And only crane in pond
Can hear my song to God.

To breathe is very hard.
There is no end...

Я скользил под откос так долго,
Что, точно, пора что-то решить.
Мне было крайне плохо так долго,
Что, верно, пора что-то решить.
Да почему же ни один из вас, люди,
Не придет и не выплеснет мою чертову жизнь.

Я сказал, сторож, сторож, сторож,
Не сбросишь ли ты свой замок к чертовой матери?
Я сказал, сторож, сторож, сторож,
Не сбросишь ли ты свой замок к чертовой матери?
Давай, дай пожить бедному парню.

Детка, детка, детка,
Не упадешь ли ты на колени?
Детка, детка, детка,
Не...

On the turning away
From the pale and downtrodden
And the words they say
Which we won't understand
"Don't accept that what's happening
Is just a case of others' suffering
Or you'll find that you're joining in
The turning away"
It's a sin that somehow
Light is changing to shadow
And casting it's shroud
Over all we have known
Unaware how the ranks have grown
Driven on by a heart of stone
We could find that we're all alone
In the dream of the proud
On the wings of the night
As...