Your love

Для редактора,
озабоченного передовицей,
он никто, какой-то Джон Мильтон,
затерявшийся на литературной обочине.

Актриса глицериновую слезу
из-за него не проливала ни разу.

О нем хранит молчание
радио и телевещание.

Нет ни досье, ни файлов секретных.
Нет псевдонимов народу известных.

Никому не интересно
узнать его настоящее имя.

Жив ли он, мертв ли он,
не проверяет никто.

Возможно в чулане
детективы найдут его труп
с разбитым лицом,
с открытыми глазами...

Jerusalem exults with joy:
Behold ye Christ the King!
He is the only true envoy
Jehovah’s. Let us sing
The chants of faithfulness and love,
True Love of ether high,
Whose herald is the peaceful dove;
Turn hearts to Jesus: aye!


Men of the world, praise Him, rejoice
And bring Him precious gifts
And listen to His assertive voice
And live in grace and thrift.

October 11-12, 2012

Меняются вкусы, толкая к безумству,
Уже вместо пива нас тянет к искусству.
Зачем-то сильнее нас солнце лелеет
И юноша робкий всё чаще краснеет.
Возможно случилось, о чём так мечтали,
Шептали, вкушали и книги читали.
Размашисто смайлик рисую в тетрадке,
Да нет я не болен, со мной всё порядке.

Нам стесняться уже надоело,
На асфальте выводим мы мелом:
"Все проблемы, идите вы на ...
Ворвалась в сердце наше весна !"

Цветы покупает гопник девчонке,
В наглаженных бриджах, в красивой...

sun inside your blouse
when you standing in front of sunset

смотришь закат -
солнце в твоей блузке
просвечивает

So, what shall I tell you, does anybody know?
How can I show you what is hidden deep below?

I can’t control this, it’s growing inside.
Questioning myself – why should I hide?

Feelings are complex, no way to get free,
But I’ll not kill them, I’ll let them just be.

Looking into your eyes, what am I waiting?
Do you understand me or am I mistaken?

This is forbidden, but it’s not a sin.
All of my life – where have you been?

no matter what I do,
no matter what I say,
no matter how I feel,
I know we'll be together someday.
You've been pulled away from me,
so I helped to push you back,
now I know what I lack.
I miss your arms around me,
and when I used to giggle.
I miss you touching me,
that always made me wiggle.
I know we'll be together someday,
I know fate will have it's way.
It's our destiny.

Searching for pacification,
need inside of you.
Getting back humiliation,
from the one surrounding you.

Pleased with what you have,
thinking that you're gifted.
Is that all, that you can have,
on your way that's drifted.

There's obstacle inside ourselves,
dealing with the problem.
Never let it go itself,
don't rely at random.

I have been temperate always,
But I am like to be very drunk
With your coming.
There have been times
I feared to walk dawn he street
Lest I should reel with the wine of you,
And jerk against my neighbors
As they go by.
I am parched now, and my tongue is horrible in my mouth,
But my brain id noisy
With the clash and gurgle of filling wine-cups.

Эми Лоуэлл

Предчувствие


Умеренность – давний мой стиль,
Но снова – едва ты приходишь
Пьянею – и нет моих сил –
В соблазн...

I was searching for peace of mind
Always
I was afraid not to find it
Never
There was only a pain

And then I have risen
Above all illusory worlds
yeah

Wonderful Emptiness destroys thoughtforms
It is inside of me
There are no more sufferings because of alien desires

Everything is only illusion
Look into yourself and you'll find a Truth
You are on the right Way
Stop, dont run
Listen to silence...
There is nothing here

Close your eyes and look ahead
Forward of yourself
All...

It was like dream and such unusual
That feelings flared up inside,
My soul was singing and exultant
And admiration flew from ayes
Expressing feelings’ biggest size!

My dear friend, you built this castle
And even you don’t understand
There is no way of your creation
Somebody could evaluate!!!

10.10.2005
Alla Gosyeyeva