Ways

no matter what I do,
no matter what I say,
no matter how I feel,
I know we'll be together someday.
You've been pulled away from me,
so I helped to push you back,
now I know what I lack.
I miss your arms around me,
and when I used to giggle.
I miss you touching me,
that always made me wiggle.
I know we'll be together someday,
I know fate will have it's way.
It's our destiny.

Searching for pacification,
need inside of you.
Getting back humiliation,
from the one surrounding you.

Pleased with what you have,
thinking that you're gifted.
Is that all, that you can have,
on your way that's drifted.

There's obstacle inside ourselves,
dealing with the problem.
Never let it go itself,
don't rely at random.

Walles Stevens

Arrival ft the Waldorf

Home from Guatemala, back at the Waldorf.
This arrival in the wild country of the soul,
All approaches gone, being completely there,

Where the wild poem is a substitute
For the woman one loves or ought to love,
Jyf wild rhapsody a fake for another/

You touch the hotel the way you touch light
Or sun light and you hum and the orchestra
Hums and you say “The world in a verse,
A generation sealed, men remoter than mountains,
Women invisible...

Любви, надежды, тихой славы
Недолго нежил нас обман,
Исчезли юные забавы,
Как сон, как утренний туман;
Но в нас горит еще желанье,
Под гнетом власти роковой
Нетерпеливою душой
Отчизны внемлем призыванье.
Мы ждем с томленьем упованья
Минуты вольности святой,
Как ждет любовник молодой
Минуту верного свиданья.
Пока свободою горим,
Пока сердца для чести живы,
Мой друг, отчизне посвятим
Души прекрасные порывы!
Товарищ, верь: взойдет она,
Звезда пленительного счастья,
Россия вспрянет...

I don't want my freedom
There's no reason for living with a broken heart

This is a tricky situation
I've only got myself to blame
It's just a simple fact of life
It can happen to anyone

You win - you lose
It's a chance you have to take with love
Oh yeah - I fell in love
But now you say it's over and I'm fallin' apart

It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in...

Another red letter day,
So the pound has dropped and the children are creating,
The other half run away,
Taking all the cash and leaving you with the lumber,
Got a pain in the chest,
Doctors on strike what you need is a rest.

It's not easy love, but you've got friends you can trust,
Friends will be friends,
When you're in need of love they give you care and attention.
Friends will be friends,
When you're through with life and all hope is lost,
Hold out your hand cos friends will be...

I want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self-satisfied I don't need you
I want to break free
God knows, God knows I want to break free

I've fallen inlove
I've fallen inlove for the first time
And this time I know it's for real
I've fallen inlove - yeah
God knows, God knows I've fallen in love

It's strange but it's true
I can't get over the way you love me like you do
But I have to be sure
When I walk out that door
Oh how I want...

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive and the world it's turning inside out Yeah!
And I'm floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now don't stop me
'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

I'm a shooting star leaping through the skies
Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity
I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva
I'm gonna go go go
There's no stopping me

I'm burning through the skies Yeah!
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister...

I was searching for peace of mind
Always
I was afraid not to find it
Never
There was only a pain

And then I have risen
Above all illusory worlds
yeah

Wonderful Emptiness destroys thoughtforms
It is inside of me
There are no more sufferings because of alien desires

Everything is only illusion
Look into yourself and you'll find a Truth
You are on the right Way
Stop, dont run
Listen to silence...
There is nothing here

Close your eyes and look ahead
Forward of yourself
All...

It was like dream and such unusual
That feelings flared up inside,
My soul was singing and exultant
And admiration flew from ayes
Expressing feelings’ biggest size!

My dear friend, you built this castle
And even you don’t understand
There is no way of your creation
Somebody could evaluate!!!

10.10.2005
Alla Gosyeyeva