Forget

Не забывай меня — срывался вздох,
не забывай... звучало гулким эхом,
судьба коварна, не один подвох
устроит вновь, он горький, и при этом
в былых картинах блекнут имена,
а образы теряются спонтанно,
то памяти неловкая вина,
в отличье от людей она — гуманна.

Don't U forget
To take all you wish to take
With yourself into the Mystery!..
Life wasn't a useless fake,
It means so much for the History
Of Earth deeds. What your Spirit needs
Is a new fresh flash water splash,
Again U will find!..
Awakening Consciousness and Mind...

Have U already met you Love?
The Twin Flame, sent from Above?
Did you guess the meaning of Life?
Have you passed it at least a half?..

Search for a Moment
Of Glory of God!
Drive the Existence van!
Any Tree or...

Итак, стрелки шепчут, что время закрыться,
И лучший вариант уйти,
Хотя, сказать на чистоту, я остался бы здесь на всю ночь.

Мимо плетутся машины, набитые мусором глаз,
Их пустому лоску вторят уличные огни,
Твой мозг пробит безмолвным удивлением в экстаз,
Еще одно место, куда пойти,
Вот еще одно место, куда войти.

Разреши мне стряхнуть ночные сны на твою душевную кухню,
У плиты нежности обогрей мое безумие,
Разорви действительность, детка, я отправлюсь распутным
Запинающимся...

Close to madness
So demanding, I cant breathe anymore
Ill never be the same again
Please forgive me, and forget me
Cause its calling my name
Ill never go back again, back again, back again, back again

Can I find some more misery?
If it cant be you, then it must be me, and
Can i find some more for me?
Ill never know, Ill never go back again, back again, back again, back again

Cold September, I remember
Wishing I was away
Ill never be the same again
Please forgive me and forget...

I like the moments when you are not in hurry
When you are sitting next to me & typing something
I like to listen to that funny sound of keyboard.

I like to watch your forehead and your eyebrows
When you are concentrated on your work
I like to guess what you are thinking there.

I like to meet your early in the morning
When you are so cute & smell so good
I like to say “Good morning” to you.

I even like you running busy all around
When you forget about our meetings
I still...

Have I ever felt that weak as I take a look at child?
Feeling tenderness and love, filling up my heart and mind
Have I left my soul in baby that would not allow forget her?
Though it’s been a year now since I left her…since I left her…

Want to kiss her hands, her fingers and embrace her very tender
Want to be her dad, her friend, any kind of surrender
Realize my guilt and blame all the steps I made like blind
Pray that God will not apart me with my one and only child…

Please, don’t leave me alone
Please, don’t make me cry
I want to be with you
I don’t want to love die

I never forget this wonderful night
Where just you and me
Where cool moon’s light
Please, tell me you will be my
Please, tell me you never go away
I wish night will be stay

But morning close and close
And love like withering rose
And this is true. Please don’t cry
Cause I don’t want to tell you lie
I scream I love you!
But love already died.

Июнь,2007г.

Standing on some dotted line
Reacting to the hands of time
A circumstance that I've been fed
Leaving questions in my head

Find the space that was left bare
An empty space I'd gladly share

One must live while one must die

Combined paired up for so many years
Unsure if I really want to shed a tear
Signing off is always so clearly done
A number 2 is now reduced to one

Find the space that was left bare
An empty space I'd gladly share

When your clock is up
And you rest for...

I'm out to mix it up and change my complexion
To coat the feelings and cure my depression
A shot of petrol is my bonafide method
To lose control and get thoroughly distracted

I'm on the money, here I come
Fuel for my engine, and I?m gone

I like to forget why I feel this compulsive
As I toss tomorrow's dreams in the garbage
What's important is a mind that's sicker
Turning Jekyll into Hide much quicker

I'm on the money, here I come
Fuel for my engine, and I'm gone

1, 2, 3, 4, 1...

What you mean,
When say that all have already seen?
When you say that is not so terrible to fight
With crowd of memoirs at night.
Recently you simply lay,
But it to leave all how before to try.
But now you became simply a phantom, vision,
Which unique purpose to execute the mission -
To take away my soul to itself,
And it needs to have time to be made to twelve.
Otherwise we will not meet more, and you even will
Forget to what at us was before.